Frazzled

I think I'm on day 14, I've been off track this week so I've been overlapping days to make up. Why am I so busy? Lots of city days.

The workouts themselves are pretty decent. I really don't bank on seeing  huge progress. Fitness is a lifestyle and I'm just not there yet. But it feels good to be starting somewhere.

Yesterday was a wonderful day. I invited my crush to come with me and my friend for a party her friends set up. Her friends are really awesome and welcoming. My crush had a good time. It was nice. Really nice.

I'm using blogger on my phone so I'm too sure how to upload a photo yet but I will of the gift I received from my crush. I made him a gift as well...mmh ok I'll post what I made as well.

Oh I should note some strange things. I've been having nightmares lately. Really random stuff, not things I am actually worried about or afraid of. And so I started sleeping at the foot of the bed but now I can't sleep. My mind is so frazzled and full that I can't rest easy. Oh and by George it's hard to wake up. If I must open my eyes before 11 am, everything is a blur and foggy and just ugh. Like being drugged.

Aside from sleeping issues, I still need to find a job in the city and keep saving money so I can move. Our apartment is falling to pieces and I want my mom and dad to get situated before I do. They are sick feeble people, they need help. My summer plans are ever fluctuating. I still plan to stay a week with Sanny, at least, and visit Canada. Hopefully go to Niagara Falls at the minimum. That trip is like 200 roundtrip. Ain't no Meelah got money fo' dat.

My crush has a toned midsection. I'm thrilled, intrigued, and jelly.

Peace, Love, Harmony,
Keep working on it.
Jamz