It's now Day 8 of my 30 day challenges and I haven't been eating very healthy because we don't have food in the house :( I think the poor eating habits may be why I don't really feel the workout that much. Then again it could just be because it's a rest day. I do feel shaky and wobbly throughout the day after I've done the workout but so far I don't feel anything that is lasting.
I did some cleaning today and I might not do any for the next 3 days. The cleaning I did today was a load of laundry because we don't have many quarters for the wash. I do get paid tomorrow so I'll have more then. I can't express how important it is that I AM cleaning, even if it's just a little bit. It is a terribly difficult task for me. Cleaning is just so tough. I don't know why but it's hard to put away things after I've used them, it's hard to wash out a dish right away. It's all just hard. I've always thought that when I get a family I'll love to clean after them and cook for them. I can't even do these things for myself right now and I suppose I'm at my prime... Ah well. I don't think that I will do any more cleaning for the next few days because I have work and that is all I do at work. But I shall see.
I guess I am making really small progress.
Oh I am reminded of something, just now. I know a few people who are venturing to other countries this summer and I know a lot of people who have graduated and are waiting to enter into graduate school... It's making me think more about my life and the stalemate I feel I'm in. I would love to be traveling the world or doing something fun, and perhaps this summer I may get the chance but these dreams and thoughts of them being a reality have made me realize how much is here to complete. I have so much growing to do and so much cleaning to do. I feel like I can't take that next step in my life until I've cleaned my room and gotten rid of unnecessary baggage. That sounds silly but I feel like it's both literal and metaphorical. I feel like the closer I am to clearing my room, the more lessons I learn and blessings I find to appreciate.
I don't really expect other people to understand this, maybe someone can connect it to a situation in their own lives.
At the moment I am very relaxed and serene. I think I can use "serene" in that way. I just feel WELL today. Tomorrow is the first day of summer and I'm kind of excited. I realized I have not been getting out of the house on my off days and I need to change that. I'm also pretty nervous about taking my bike out alone. Ah well. Work this weekend, maybe I'll do something Monday and Tuesday I'm hanging with some friends at the lake for a bonfire. I'm really stoked about that!!! woot woot!
Here's some feel good music and hopes that tomorrow is a better day.
Peace, Love, Harmony,
Strawberry Jamz
I did some cleaning today and I might not do any for the next 3 days. The cleaning I did today was a load of laundry because we don't have many quarters for the wash. I do get paid tomorrow so I'll have more then. I can't express how important it is that I AM cleaning, even if it's just a little bit. It is a terribly difficult task for me. Cleaning is just so tough. I don't know why but it's hard to put away things after I've used them, it's hard to wash out a dish right away. It's all just hard. I've always thought that when I get a family I'll love to clean after them and cook for them. I can't even do these things for myself right now and I suppose I'm at my prime... Ah well. I don't think that I will do any more cleaning for the next few days because I have work and that is all I do at work. But I shall see.
I guess I am making really small progress.
Oh I am reminded of something, just now. I know a few people who are venturing to other countries this summer and I know a lot of people who have graduated and are waiting to enter into graduate school... It's making me think more about my life and the stalemate I feel I'm in. I would love to be traveling the world or doing something fun, and perhaps this summer I may get the chance but these dreams and thoughts of them being a reality have made me realize how much is here to complete. I have so much growing to do and so much cleaning to do. I feel like I can't take that next step in my life until I've cleaned my room and gotten rid of unnecessary baggage. That sounds silly but I feel like it's both literal and metaphorical. I feel like the closer I am to clearing my room, the more lessons I learn and blessings I find to appreciate.
I don't really expect other people to understand this, maybe someone can connect it to a situation in their own lives.
At the moment I am very relaxed and serene. I think I can use "serene" in that way. I just feel WELL today. Tomorrow is the first day of summer and I'm kind of excited. I realized I have not been getting out of the house on my off days and I need to change that. I'm also pretty nervous about taking my bike out alone. Ah well. Work this weekend, maybe I'll do something Monday and Tuesday I'm hanging with some friends at the lake for a bonfire. I'm really stoked about that!!! woot woot!
Here's some feel good music and hopes that tomorrow is a better day.
Peace, Love, Harmony,
Strawberry Jamz
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