I want to remind myself that I've been through a lot. I finished up singing lessons, now I'm taking ballet lessons. I have an aerobics class in school and I'm not afraid to do 2 laps around the track. I feel that I know more about health and it isn't as scary. While I don't put in 100%, I'm working my way up and there are days where I should have passed out but I'm still moving. I've been getting very little sleep and keeping up at school is hard. I may have to cut back more hours at work.
I know I wanted my hair and breast to grow and I wanted my bum to be more plump, but I am more so focused on health now. With my hair, I took an accurate measurement and it is 8 inches long which is about the length it was at the start of college 4 years ago when I was straightening and cutting it, not really taking care of it. So now it's more healthy and I think I've gotten pretty nice growth. My hair was up to my shoulders when I had my last straightening and now its 2 inches below my collar bone. I will have to recheck because I don't keep accurate pictures of my progress and I don't really take many pictures.
Next is the body issue. My breast may not be growing but they are healthy. My bum seems to be a bit bigger and it's kind of embarrassing at times but I'm making sure I am doing my best to stay active. I am also trying to work on eating better... This kinda brings me to a thought I've been having these few weeks. I want a man who will take me to farmer markets, with the open stands and places where we can pick our own fruit. I want to be a little more like Whitney from Napturals85 on YouTube. I like a lot of the experiences she has and I want some of those in my own life. I worry about not finding a life partner or finding them late in life. I worry about finding one who will not help me grow and who will not allow me to help him grow.
I still need to work on keeping an organizer, organizing my time, ending procrastination, and being more spiritual. I would love to have some time to write as well! That's all for now. I was in another car accident and the car is totaled (sp) so we have to find a new one. Also I have work in a few hours and I need to walk to the store to buy cat food. OHH I have a betta fish. His name is Alphonse and he is the sweetest!
I know I wanted my hair and breast to grow and I wanted my bum to be more plump, but I am more so focused on health now. With my hair, I took an accurate measurement and it is 8 inches long which is about the length it was at the start of college 4 years ago when I was straightening and cutting it, not really taking care of it. So now it's more healthy and I think I've gotten pretty nice growth. My hair was up to my shoulders when I had my last straightening and now its 2 inches below my collar bone. I will have to recheck because I don't keep accurate pictures of my progress and I don't really take many pictures.
Next is the body issue. My breast may not be growing but they are healthy. My bum seems to be a bit bigger and it's kind of embarrassing at times but I'm making sure I am doing my best to stay active. I am also trying to work on eating better... This kinda brings me to a thought I've been having these few weeks. I want a man who will take me to farmer markets, with the open stands and places where we can pick our own fruit. I want to be a little more like Whitney from Napturals85 on YouTube. I like a lot of the experiences she has and I want some of those in my own life. I worry about not finding a life partner or finding them late in life. I worry about finding one who will not help me grow and who will not allow me to help him grow.
I still need to work on keeping an organizer, organizing my time, ending procrastination, and being more spiritual. I would love to have some time to write as well! That's all for now. I was in another car accident and the car is totaled (sp) so we have to find a new one. Also I have work in a few hours and I need to walk to the store to buy cat food. OHH I have a betta fish. His name is Alphonse and he is the sweetest!
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