Ahem, I finished school.
Until I decide to go back.
That's not what I'm here for.
Today I have come to blogger to say that I love someone very much and I don't want to taint it with doubts and over thinking. It is simple. I love him, very much. I love how he makes me feel, I love what I learn from him, I love how comfortable I am with him. He is truly positive in my life. He is sturdy, he is my rock. I love him. But I haven't told him. I don't think I have to but my body wants me to. It's funny. I am also happy to say that I am learning to own my feelings and be comfortable with them. Even if he hurts me, I can't regret that at this point, I have loved him with gusto and I have expressed it because it is true.
Yes.
I'll say it one day. For real. I will really utter the words to him and mean it ever so deeply and hard. And whether he reciprocates or rejects my feelings, I will be happy that I knew them and expressed them at all.
Until I decide to go back.
That's not what I'm here for.
Today I have come to blogger to say that I love someone very much and I don't want to taint it with doubts and over thinking. It is simple. I love him, very much. I love how he makes me feel, I love what I learn from him, I love how comfortable I am with him. He is truly positive in my life. He is sturdy, he is my rock. I love him. But I haven't told him. I don't think I have to but my body wants me to. It's funny. I am also happy to say that I am learning to own my feelings and be comfortable with them. Even if he hurts me, I can't regret that at this point, I have loved him with gusto and I have expressed it because it is true.
Yes.
I'll say it one day. For real. I will really utter the words to him and mean it ever so deeply and hard. And whether he reciprocates or rejects my feelings, I will be happy that I knew them and expressed them at all.
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